I really, really want to get laid. All of this going out, partying, drinking and rubbing around on the dance floor is just too much! And all of the wrong guys hit on me (i.e. Co-workers whom I cannot sleep with). What's a girl to do? And the thing is I 'm attracted to older guys, not old, just older than I am by 5-10 years, because that's about the time they start maturing. I either have to settle for a one-nighter, or be very selective because I actually want to be with someone, and so far I've been doing the latter.

By the way, I did not pull all the way through my commitment, but I sure as hell came close. It would have been the end of me if I would have partied Sunday and today (Monday). I'm happy with what I accomplished, although it may not be a great feat, it's a small step forward and that can't be bad.