Hope After All

I was so sure that after I had finished reading MSK, I would be so incredibly depressed, for days to come. Instead, I cried, went to bed, and woke up hopeful, with the feeling that I can do anything, anything. I hate feeling sorry for myself, but the thing is, I wasn' t set up for success, but I want it so badly and I refuse to give up. I know that it's to late for certain things, which is just to bad, but I can't spend the rest of my life dwelling on them. So chin up, back straight, and make for the best.

I want to believe that this semester will be my best, that I will not let anything interfere with what I want, with what lies ahead. And I believe with all my heart that I have changed, from last year, that I am more focused, and that hopefully, I can make my career decision this time around.