I think I'm loosing my best friend. It's this feeling inside of me that I can't explain. Intuition, perhaps, I'm not sure. But it's centered around Lizzie & Imkong. Primarily Lizzie. There's something about her. Something I sensed that made me uncomfortable from the beginning. And although she's been super nice the whole time, she's trying to steal my friend for herself. Because she doesn't have any of her own. And she's a druggie. A total druggie. I'm venting, I know, but I can't help feeling like I'm loosing a part of me. Like someone is taking away a part of me.

I don't know what to do. What do I do? I am mad at her. Uncomfortable with her. And she should be trying here. I've given her all I have. I've been there for everything, I have nothing more to give. I'm empty.