I hate.

I hate having a meaningless job. I like to think that my time is worth more than what anybody is willing to pay me for it, so long as I'm doing something I hate. But the bills won't pay themeselves, Sigh.

On another note, it's been months since I've been laid. Months. Where are all of the fuckable guys in this town? I mean it's a big fuckin' town. Maybe I need to get out more.

I have it on good authority that guys are intimidated by tall girls. I mean, I know that I am good looking (Not conceited!), but I hardly attract any decent guys/men.

I am consider trying B. I had a dream about it last night. But the thing is, it was just a dream, but I kept wanting more & more & more.

What can I say? I feel the need to get crazy!