Today is the first snow of the season. It's beautiful. And magical. It's as if all of a sudden, white silvery flakes falling from the sky ignite so many different feelings inside of me. Feelings of melancholy and nostalgia, of warmth and solace.


Tonight I dreamt of oceans, of trecherous waters. I dreamt of my sister, us together, traveling. If I analyzed my dream, I would say that the ocean, the infinite waters represent our everlasting bond. The trecherous waters represent the current turbulence between us, my unhapiness with the wedding. Us together traveling, well that is obvious. Because I want it to be just us, just the two of us forever. I want us to get away from it all. I don't want to loose her. I don't like change.